Or so it can seem. I know he’s with me, although I encounter him less frequently now in my daily pursuits. Perhaps he struggles, as do I, against the inexorable weight of the years—
the boy is within
the man, still, but hard to find
as age o’ertakes him
Despite that, however, the persistent, exuberant boy I once was still urges me forward on his youthful quests, unfettered as he is by the physical restraints enshrouding the me who is me now—
the sails of my youth,
once hoist, are often furled now,
‘though the winds still blow
Do I regret that I can no longer join that boy to play as once I did, that I cannot oblige him as he coaxes me onward? Of course! But, do I regret the choices I made, whether wise or foolish, when I was him those many years ago? Well, I have scant time to dwell on that—
regrets? some, maybe—
but I can’t go back to change
the pathways I’ve trod
It’s the mapping of the road ahead that is most important to me now, however short or long it may prove to be, and the welcoming of each new adventure that awaits—
the uncertainty
of finishing pales next to
the joy of starting
So, in spite of my inability now to cavort and engage in those many pursuits I all too often took for granted, I still search out that boy each day—hoping he will not tire of my company, welcoming his encouragement, remembering how I loved being him—
now well beyond my
diamond jubilee, the
man is still the boy
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This post is truly beautiful Brad; reflective, poetic and very thought provoking. Thank you for sharing this with us.
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Thanks, Pat…..I love the haiku structure…..helps distill thoughts and feelings!
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